Well so yeah. The last post... right after that I texted Evan from like 2 feet away and we ended up texting eachother and I went and sat down next to him. And now we are like.. talking again and shit. I know fuck me up for it.

So anyways.. I start work tonight.. Ahh lol. 5-9 That's not too bad. Hmm.. It's all training so pretty much watching a lady tell me how to push buttons and shit. How much fun will that be?!

Hmm.. I don't really know what to say.. I'm just sort of babble-ing. Blehh I guess I should change my layout to something more "cute" but I like this one. And I don't really know how to get back to the thing where you change it haha.

<3Kimberllyyy

So yesterday was the show. It was alright.. I was kinda upset for the most part but I don't know. Last night we stayed at Ryleigh's house and we stayed up until like 2AM and it was just crazy. I was upset mostly the whole time because before that we went to Taco Belle with Steve and all them and I guess Evan called Brian's phone or whatever and he was like "I'll be home in 2 hours" and it just made me so mad that he was over there and everything. Ugh I don't know. But anyways...

So Kate had to go to the bank this morning and they close at noon so we went and now we are at Steve's and Evan was here but he had to bring Eddie to work and I don't know if he's coming back but I kinda hope he does but I also kinda hope he doesn't. I wanna give him his necklace back but I don't want to even like face him because I know he will just be a dick and make me mad. So I don't know what I am going to do tonight. Any plans?

Well.. he's back.

Gotta go byebye.

<3 Kimberly-Jean

Hmm.. wow alright so I guess this is my new journal. I have an LJ and I will probably still use that but I figured I'd try something new.. I'm not all that great with Xanga so if anyone wants to help me out a litte? That would be great <3

So alright let's see.. Well I'm sure you are wondering what the layout is about? Well Evan and I broke up last night. I know I know what you are probably thinking, we will get back together in a couple days. And yeah I want that, but I don't think that's what's going to happen. I know I am wicked soft and have practically no back-bone and will forgive him for anything, so I'm scared of what will happen if he calls me in a couple days because I know myself and I know I will say "oh yeah we can hang out..". So I am kind of hoping he doesn't call me. I don't really want to get into why we broke up or anything. But pretty much we were together for about a year.. and it was probably the best year of my life. He has taught me so many things, and I don't regret anything I have done or been through with him. Yeah I know we had some very hard times, but I am a strong girl, and I know that, and I know I can make my own decisions whether they are good or bad. I guess I sort of deserved this though. But hey, it's a new year, new beginnings I guess.. I know it will never happen, but I really hope Evan and I can still be friends..

Uhm.. whatelse is new. I didn't go to school today. I got up and everything and jumped in the shower and then got out and just sat on my bed and started crying. My mom came in and said what's going on and I said I don't wanna go to school. So she let me stay home.. I'm not suppose to be going anywhere tonight but Kate invited me to go to the Permanent Holiday show and I am going with them now.

Well.. I don't know. It seems everything is going wrong right now. I know it's because I'm upset or whatever but it's true. Even before yesterday.. Backing my car into a ditch;; almost rear-ending a lexus;; just everything. But last night, my window wouldn't go up;; my cds were all skipping;; my belly ring feels infected even though I've had it 4 years.. I don't know maybe it is just all in my mind.

Well alright I'd say that's good for today. But check out my livejournal and my myspace and add me on both and on here alright? Thanks!

<3 Kimberly-Jean